I realize that trust is the most fragile piece of any relationship and is a lot harder to repair than to build in the first place. Please try?
All that aside, what impresses me the most about you is the person of character and integrity you have become. I am very proud to be your parent.
I can only hope that moving forward you can find it possible to focus on the fond and great times you have shared and smile.
If I could give you whatever I like for your birthday, I would give you 10 times the joy you have brought to my life.